i
love you.........is love story ki suruat toh ho chuki hai
par........ending na jane kya hogi?....yeh love story bhi ek class room
se start hoti hai..........jahan ek ladki apni book khol kar apni class
ke sath wait karti hai apne is naye teacher ka......voh nahi janti ke
kya hone wala hai...par pehla din bada acha laga sir se pad kar...sir
pehle teacher se acha pada rahe the....sabhi kehne lage yeh naya teacher
bahut acha hai........dhire dhire mera class main present hona na jane
kyun important ;lagne laga......aisa laga jaise ke sir mere kam se bahut
kush hai.........unhe lagta tha ke mai class ki topper hu par aisa toh
kuch tha bhi nahi...main toh bus apne kushi ke liye hi padti thi .jo
samaj nai ata tha chod deti thi..aur bhaki students aise main score kar
jate the.....ache student se expectation toh bad hi jati hai...na jane
kyun phr time bad aisa laga mere mks ana unke liye important tha voh
kehte the lagta hai aap mehnat nai karte ho......par.ek looser kisi ko
kya reason de bhale hi usne raat din ek kar diye ho..chalo yeh toh apni
apni soach hai ke aap kaisa soachte hai apne teacher ke sikayat ko le
kar......voh teacher joh kabhi apni nazare nai milata tha kisi
se..........i mean sir kisi se eye contct nahi karte the...par mujhe na
jane aisa lagne laga ke voh dekh rahe hai i m concntratng or n\'t but
alwys prsnce f mind nd also my understndng level in my class stands me
unique.....dat thing alwys improve my confidnc.........but time ke sath
sath jab hamara 2nd last sem aya toh la! ga ab to h frnds ke sath toda
hi time reh gaya hai......august ka mahina tha startng dys main bada
enjy kiya......but sept ki startng main mai bahut bimar ho gai.mujhe
zondice ho gaya aur maine 15 dys ki chutiyan ley le...aur class lagne
par pehle din kuch nai pucha gaya....thichre din jab mai phir class main
nahi thi toh sir ne puch hi liya dat voh kyun nai aa rahi......toh meri
frnd ne kaha dat she is n\'t well...chalo yeh toh har teacher hi keh
dega jo bhi ho.......par jab mai aftr 45 dys vapis gai jinke beech main
toh humare xams bhi ho gaye the mai thik bhi ho gai thi aur maine xams
bhi diye the....pehle din jab xam dene gai toh mai apna icard lana bhool
gai sayad ghar reh gaya tha......toh mai xam main baitne ke liye
permission lene gai toh sir bhi vahin the .........aur mujhe dekh rahe
the.......par jab maine dekha toh apna sir jukha liya jaise ki dekha hi
na ho........mujhe sak hua par maine socha ki mujhe ek teacher ke liye
aisa nai soachna chahiye.......maine ignore kar diya......par phir jab
classes suru hui.jaisa ke hum sir ko toda janne lage the ..humhe pata
tha ke sir ko kuch bhi yaad nai rehta.......kyunki un 45 dys main sirf
do din hi clses lagi uske baad toh college main youth fest aur xams aur
phir ten dys ki chutiyan ho gai thi........jab pehle din humne class
lagai aftr holidys toh.sir ke muh par ek hi sawal tha...........aap
kaise ho????? maine kaha \"yes sir! mai thik hu...\"sir ne phir pucha
kya ho gaya tha apko toh maine kaha\"sir zondice\" sir ne kaha \"ab sahi
ho????/\"i told\"yes sir\"........bada ajeeb laga........phir ignore
kiya ...vaise bhi yeh toh koi strong reason bhi nai tha kisi baat ko
badva dene ka ......par pyar agar sacha hai toh ankon se toh pata chal
hi jata hai chahe koi kitna kyun na chupa le....toh phir kya
bus......mere frnd tution padte the mujhe college main samaj lag jati
thi toh maine lagna jaruri nahi samja....par dusre part wale teacher
bilkul acha nai padate the toh mujhe ek chapter karna pada........toh
nov ke last main mai sir ke pass tution lag gai......pata! tha ke sir
acha toh padatey toh hai hi aur tution pe bhi acha express karte
the.....meri frnds kehti yaar shivani tere aane sir aur enjy kartey
hai..pehle bhi kartey the par ab toh aur bhi jayada...maine jo soachna
band kar diya tha voh phir se maan mai ane laga.....phir samhaya ke nahi
sir aisa kuch nahi feel kartey mere liye..par yeh dil manta kahan
hai.........phir kya main tution pe itna bolti nahi thi matlb doubts
puchne ke time toh sirf main hi bolti thi par jab meri frnds sir ke
batein kar ke jo njoy karti thi mai nahi kar pati thi bus unke hansh
laiti thi..kyunki mujhe ata hi nahi tha aise ek dum se kisi ke sath
frank hona.......aur main baat toh yeh thi ki jab bhi moka milta toh sir
meri ankon ko bade ajeeb se dekte the aisa lagta tha jaise unki ankhey
meri hi ankon ko har waqt dekhna chahti hon.......yeh toh tution pe tha
.........par jab dec. xams suru hue toh humey us pehle paper main answer
copies kam pad rahi thi aur voh mam humey aur dey bhi nahi dey rahi
thi.........toh hum xam holder ke pass gaye voh humare physics teacher
the aur sir unke ache frnd the.unke sath hi kade the...maine kkaha sir
humey aaj copies kam pad rahi thi toh sir humey kehne lage ke nahi aapko
allod hai aap le sakte ho aur copies toh kehtey ke agar nxt time aisa
ho toh mujhe bula lena.......is doran jab sir humey samja rahe the.toh
mera aur meri frnd ka dyan phy teacher ki taraf tha ....par sir aisa lag
raha tha jaise mujhe ek tag(concntarte) mujhe hi dekh rahe they jaise
moka mil gaya ho kisi ko niharne ka.......mujhe tab yakin ho gaya tha ke
kuch toh baat hai.........jab maine sir ki taraf dekha toh phir voh hi
apni nazre niche kar li......ek sawal sa kar diya mere maan main ke itna
acha insaan kya mujhe pasand karta hai......kya sach main mai unke liye
important ban chuki hu...mujhe bhi kuch kuch hone laga..par yeh toh
kuch bhi na tha ..mai jitna karna chahti thi syllabus tution pe ho chuka
tha....aur udas ho gaye yeh sun ke maine nahi jana ab se tution
par.....phir se vaise behave karne lage jaise pehle rahte the ki chu! p
chup s erious se koi njoy bhi nahi kartey na karatey na jane jaise kuch
ho gaya ho sir ko ....aftr two months humne mil ke sir ko party dene ki
soachiki tution pe sir ko party bhi de dete hai aur upar se humari ek
frnd ka b\'day bhi tha....toh voh celebrate karne ke liye hum tution
pahunch gaye ..........vahan ja kar sab kuch jo sak tha yakin mai badal
gaya......kyunki hum game ek game khel the \"bollywood\" toh meri frnd
ne mujhe kaha film likne ke liye.....toh mai chali gai ......maine film
likh di aur jab maine piche mud kar dekha toh sir likhi hui film ko nahi
sirf aur sirf mujhe hi dekh rahe the.....sayad koi insan jab dusre
insan ko dekta hai toh voh hi ehsas ata hai uske maan mai jis feeling ke
sath voh use dekta hai......jab sir mujhe dekh rahe the toh mere dil pe
itna jor se strike kiya jaise koi mujh se mera dil maang raha
ho......hye jaise koi tadap raha ho....un ankon ki ek zalak ne mujhe un
ankon main chipa pyar nazar aya.....pata nahi syaad yeh bahut badi galat
femi bhi ho sakti hai .....par mai nahi janti voh ehsaas aaj bhi muj
mai jinda hai ek sawal ki tarah.........pata nahi unke dil mai mere liye
kuch hai bhi ke nahi par kabhi na chahte hue bhi is dil ko itna dukh
hota .jabki koi dukh hota bhi nahi toh bhi .sara din fresh jane ke baad
bhi voh tadpta rehta hai........jaise voh mujhe yaad kar rahe ho...aur
mujhe na hone ke gum mai tadap rahe ho.......mujhe nahi pata ke mai bhi
un se pyar karti hu ke nahi par syad har dukh ka ehsas ho raha
ho.....isiliye mujhe laga ke is story ko sirf sur sirf ek hi title diya
ja sakta hai dat is \"I LOVE YOU\"forevr..........
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