Wednesday 18 January 2012

Love is life but i losted mine! - Rashi


Mera name Rashi hai ...mai 7th class ki student thi...meri story bohot hi complicated hai ....23 august ki baat hai hamare schl me 1k bhaiya the Abhishek bhaiya
wo hamare schl k bohot famouz boy the par ham 1k dusre ko achi tarah se nahi jante the...waise mai schl ki sabse jyda badnaam ladki thi pr bi log muje respct dete the .......wo uss din muje follow kr rhe the poore schll me me uneasy feel kr rhi thi pr maine kuch react nahi kia unke frens bi meko ajeeb tarah se dekh rahe the mai confuse thi ki 11th class k ladke ko mujse kya lena dena....unka games ka period tha and mera hindi ka mai bunk marr rahi thi and unhone muje bulakr bola ki muje apse baat krni hai maine kaha ki kya kamm hai ? wo bolne lage ki muje poochna tha pr tab muje mere hindi teacher ne dekh lia to amine bola ki i will talk u ltr kuch der badd 8th period mai wo meri clss k smne aaye aur muje bahar bulaya ....or unhone muje prapose kr dia
mai thodi der tak to confuse,shocked jaisi ho gai or maine boola ki mai appko kal bataungi.....nxt day maine unhe han bol di mmai to thi hi awei ladki tympass krna meri fitrat me tha mai yun hi unke sath 1 mnth tk tympass krti rhi firr muje unke liye jyda attraction hona laga mai ab unk bare me jyada sochne lagi muje shayad unse pyar hone laga th aur ye sach tha mai unse pyr krne lagi thi .....aise hi chalta raha hum dono 1k dusre k pass aane lage pyar badhne laga wo mujhse sacha pyr krte the and me bi... schl mai sabko pata chal gaya tha.... hum log kahi bi pagal jaisi harkate karne lagte the..........teachrs dat te the padhai me mann nai lagta tha ab bass dimag me abhishek abhishek hi chalta tha .....kuch dino badd mai 8th me pohoch gayi nad wo 12th mai sab kuch bigad gaya tha hum logo k bare mai poori city ko pata tha jo bi tha hamare liye sahi tha but baki sab logo k liye galat .......unki annual exams khatam ho gai and meri bi wo collage me chale gaye the aur mai bhopal chali gayi .....kuch dinn tak contact me rahe pr firr wo bi tut gaya facebook pr kabi kabi chat ho jaati thi magar ab to wo bi nahi hoti..thi maine apna account deactivate kr lia tha..........mai abi 1st year me hun and wo 5th year me ..........ye to common si baat hai bt shocking cheez to ye hai ki hum dono 1k hi collage me padhte hai ...payar tab bi tha ba bi hai magar aaj jab mai uns apni feelings share nahi kr sakti hu kyuki darr hai kahin wo muje bhool na gaye ho....ya firr payar na krte ho ........bs yahi feelings hai dono k mann me final exams pass aa rahi hai bt wo mujhse door ja rahe hai ab na jane mai kya kru ..aisa lag raha hai ki kuch nahi ho sakta pr aaj subah hi unhone muje aakar boal ki sry mai apko akele raste me chor aaya I LOVE YOU rashi tab muje yaad aaya ki payar kabi khatam nahi hta...

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