Friday 13 January 2012

MAI KAISE JIUNGI TERE BIN TU HAI MERI JAAN - Arti

Hellow friends…………..
My name is arti and mai jinhe jaan se v
jyada pyaar karti hu unka name hai chandan……

Mai aaplog se apni story share kar rahi hu ……….

Baat us smay ki hai jb mai 12TH me pdhti thi thi.
Mai daily coaching pdhne jati thi.
waise to meri pdhai achchi chal rahi thi…
mai us waqt v love k bare me kuch kuch janti thi
qki meri kuch friends kisi se love karti thi to
mai unhe milwane me help karti thi.

Tbhi mai 1 larke ko dekhi jo mujhe bahut achche lge.
mai hmesha unhe dekha karti thi.
aisa 2 mhino tk chla magar shayad unhe mere bare me kuch pata nahi tha
1 din sir 1 aadmi se baat karne room se bahar chle gye the
to mai lagatar unhe dekh rahi thi …………….
mai dekhi ki wo 1 copy k 1st page pe apna name
aur mobail no bre bre letter me likhe huye the
unka name tha chandramohan aur mob. No………
To mai mob. No. utaar k apne copy me likh lee………
mgar kbhi himmat nahi ho rahi thi call karne ki
Magar December k last me mai call ki to wo khel rahe the
mai sorry bol kar call cut kar di
Ab yaha se start hoti hai meri love story::::::::::::+++++++
mujhse raha nahi gya to
mai 10 feb. 2011 ko dubara phir call ki
to thori si baat hui mai unka name puchchi
magar apna nahi btayi unhe bechaini hone lgi….
k aakhir ye larki kaun hai wo mujhse bahut request kar rahe the
k plz aap apna name btaiye--
to mai apne bare me bta di………
mera 14 feb. ko birthday tha to wo mujhe 1 gift diye aur mujhe purpose v kiye
mai wo gift le lee aur accept v kar lee.
wo 1 apne dost ( chandan ) ke sath aaye the.
uske baad hmari msg se hi baat hoti.
kbhi kbhi phone pe baat hoti thi.
mera 11 march 2011 se lekar 17 march 2011 tk 12th ki final exams chli.
mera cente sonpur tha aur unka chapra.
mai exam deke aati to thori si baat hoti.

isi beech mai unke dost CHANDAN se msg se baat karne lgi.
26 march 2011 ko chandan ka accident ho gya……….
To wo patna P.M.C.H me the mai bhut pray ki unke liye k
wo jaldi thik ho jaye. Chandan k liye mere dil me symphty hone lgi…
Chandan ko mai apna dost bna lee mai chandan se puchchi k
aap kisse love karte hai to wo btaye k soni se.
mai soni ko janti thi wo achchi to thi chehre se lekin uske bhut
sare larko se affair chal rahe the. ye baat mai chandan ko bta v di thi.
mai chandan se baat karti thi to chandramohan ko bta v di thi.
k wo mere v dost hai aur apke v magar uske baad
wo ajib dhang se baat karne lge aisa lagta jaise
unhe kisi aur se pyaar ho.
mai puchchti to kuch nahi btate.
1 din wo 1 msg bheJE
“ KHUSHIYA DENE WALO ME 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI,
SAATH DENE WALO ME 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI,
SUB KUCH BHOOLA DIYA HMNE YE GYANTI
JO NA BHOOL SKE WO 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI”
Mai jb ye msg pdhi to mere to hosh hi
ur gye k ye “GYANTI” kaun hai???
Mai chandan se unke bare me puchhi k wo kisi or se pyaar karte hai
kya to wo bole k mai nahi janta magar uspe shaq hai…
to mai unse puchi to wo btaa diye k mai gyanti se 5-6 saal se pyaar karta hu
aur hamesha karta rahunga

KITNE NADAN THE HUM JO TOOFAAN KO KINARA SAMJHA,
KITNE ANJAAN CHEHRE KO SAHARA SAMJHA,
KITNE KHUDGARJ THE WO LOG JO SAHIL PE THE,
HUME DUBTA DEKHA AUR NJARA SAMJHA……….

mai puchchi k jb aisa hai to aap mujhe purpose q kiye///
to wo ye sunkar hmesha call cut kar dete aur mujhse baat nahi karte.
mai bhut roti thi to chandan mujhe samjhate the k jo huaa so huaa
use bhool jaoo ab qki ab wo tumse pyaar nahi karta.
mai computer ka class april 2011 me karne jati thi to wo v jate the
magar mai baat nahi karti aur na hi wo.
mai sirf chandan se baat karti thi aur unse sms se hmesha puchchti
k wo mere sath aisa q kiye to chandan bolte k pata nahi
mai bhut roti aur pura din sirf sad song sunte rahti.
“itna mai chahu tujhe koi kisi ko n chahe….
Aise hi din gujarte gye mai chandan se hmesha msg se hi baat karti.
Phir 1 din aise hi kuch bate kar rahi thi mai love k bare
me to Mai boli k ye pyaar v na kisi se kbhi v kahi v ho sakta hai

Itna sunte hi wo bole k shayad mai tumse pyaar karne lga hu.

I LOVE YOU
Wo din tha 16 may 2011
mai chup ho gyi aur boli k kal jwab dungi
Aur raat bhar sochi ……………………………………
To mujhe v aisa lga k mai unse pyaar karne lgi hu…….
Qki jb tk unse meri baat nahi hoti ajib sa lagta tha.
Mai agle din bol di I love u too.
Aur tbse hmlog ki baate start ho gyi……..
Mere papa ko shaq hone lga to wo mujhe mobail chhune se mna kar diye.
Mujhe bina unse baat kiye kahi v man nahi lagta tha hmesha unki chinta hoti
K na jane mere jaan kaise honge unhone khana khaya hoga ya nahi
Ye sb soch soch k mai bhut sad ho jati.
Mai such me unse SCHCHA PYAAR karne lgi Itna pyaar ki
Jitna k mai chandramohan ko v nahi karti thi.

Mai ye baat unhe btayi to wo mujhe 1 mobail diye jisse mai unse baat karti thi.
Phir aise hi baat hone lgi mai unka aur wo mera bhut care karte.
Hmlog bhut baar mile…
Wo hmesha kahte hai k main tumse bahut pyaar karta hu aur
Tumhare bina jee nahi sakta……………
Such me mai v unke bina nahi jee sakti hu…………..
15 oct 2011 ko papa mera mobail dekh liye
aur le liye K ye mobail kaun diyaa kaha se laayi mai kuch nahi btayi
papa ko mujhe bhut mare papa samjhaye v k ye sub chhor do.
magar mai to 1 sans v leti hu to unke name lene se pahle to unhe bhool kaise jau………..
aisa mere liye to namumqin tha k mai unhe bhool jau………..
Ghar me sbko pata chal gya k mai kisi se pyaar karti hu.
Itne dino k bich bhut khushi aur gum v aaye 1 din aisa aaya :::::::
14 nov ko mai baat kar rahi thi to achank bol di k agar
aap mujhe nahi mile to mai jaan de dungi.
To wo bole ki tum aisa kuch nahi krogi magar sorry mai tumse shaadi nhi kar sakta.
Mai ye sunkar itna ro rahi thi k kya btau dosto===
Wo bole k mai hmesha tumse pyaar karta rahunga.
lekin is janam me mai tumse shaadi nahi kar sakta.
qki hum dono alag alag cast k hai aur humlog k papa ji ka samaj me bhut izzat hai.
hum unke izzat pe daag nahi lgne denge.
mai bhut royi is din raat bhar rote rahi ye sochkar k
mujhe chandan jaisa larka nahi milega wo mera hamesha khyaal rkhte hai
aur mai roye ja rahi thi…………
aansu rukne ka naam nahi le raha tha………..
samajh me nahi aa raha tha k ye kya ho raha hai itna ye bdal q gye.
pahle bolte the k mai chahe kuch v ho tumse hi shadi krunga.
aur ab irada kyu bdal liye……….
Us din wo shayad gusse me apna mobail tor diye….

Phir humlog 4-5 din baat nahi kar paaye aur
wo jb mobaile le liye dusra to hmlog kbhi kbhi baat karte……………
Mere papa unse baat karna chhorne k liye bol rahe the.
Aur mai nahi chhor rahi thi to 3-4 baar papa meri pitaai bhi kiye.
31 dec. ko mai unse baat ki aur unse sham me mili
wo mujhe gift diye.
Mere papa ji ko shaq ho gya wo mujhe us din
Bhut mare aur mujhse jwaab puche k tu kya chahti hai btao………………
Mai kuch nahi btaai aur dard sahte rahi………..
Phir aaya 1 jan. 2012 us din mausam itna khrab tha
K mai kisi v frnd ko wish nahi kar payi. Sham me kisi tarah mobail hath me
Aaya to mai chandan k paas jald hi call ki happy new year boli.
Tb tak mera brother meri maa ko bta diya k didi kahi baat kar
Rahi hai to maa aake mobail le lee aur bhut kuch boli mujhe
Boli k duniyaa sudhar jayegi magar tu nahi………………………………..
Mai is din raat me hi khana khayi pura din sirf ro rahi thi…
Unhe yaad karke……….mujhe kuch v achcha nahi lag raha tha.
Samajh me nahi aa raha tha us din k mai jaan de du ya apne
Papa maa ka baat manu ya chandan ka baat manu…………
Chandan mujhe yahi kah rahe the k maa papa ka baat mano.
Phir 4 jan. 2012 ko sham me unke dost chandramohan se baat
Huyi to mai aise hi puch di k chandan mere alava kisi aur se
V pyaar karte hai kya ya baat karte hai?????
Qki mai chandramohan ko bta di thi k mai ab chandan se pyaar karti hu.
To wo bole k wo soni se baat karta hai.
Mai sunte hi ro di aur puchi k uske alava aur kisi se wo baat karte hai kya?
to bole k shayad tum or soni k alava koi aur v hai………………
mai bhut royi bahut royi………..aur turant soni k ghar gyi.
Aur puchhi usse k tum such me chandan se pyaar karti ho kya?
To wo boli k nahi…………mai use thora sa v like nahi karti …………
Mai kisi aur se pyaar karti hu use nahi…………..aur puchne pe pata chla
K use v chandan 31 dec.2011 ko gift diye the……….soni bol rahi thi
K mai mna karti hu chandan ko k wo mere paas call na kre magar
Wo nahi manta to mai jbrdsti usse baat karti hu………..
Mai uske samne ro di to wo boli k in larko pe viswaas mt krna
Sub duffer hote hai……….jbki wo khud na jane kitne larko se
Baat karti hai aisa mujhe pata chla………………mai aayi waha se to
bahut royi apni Sister ko sb btayi uska v aankh bhar aaya…………….magar
Wo boli k tu mar jao jiske liye itna dard sahi itna kuch ki
Wo tumhara nahi huaa aur tum ab kahi ki nahi rahi……..
Na ghar ki na ghaat ki…………..
Tb tak chandan call kiye mai boli k soni
Se q baat karte hai to wo pahle to anjaan bnne lge baad me
Bole sorry arti mai usse badle k liye baat karta hu kuch
Reason hai………mai puchhi k kya reason hai to nahi btaye.
Mai samjh gyi k ye jhuth bol rahe hai aur mai boli k mai
Marne ja rahi hu to wo bole k plz arti aisa kuch mt karna
Mai sirf tumse pyaar karta hu magar wo jhuth bol rahe the
Ya k such god jane ya wo khud jane………………….
Mai 5 jan ko maa ko bta di k mai ab se unse baat nahi krungi
Aur aaplog jaha kahenge mai shadi kar lungi…………………………..
Mai bhut roti hu k wo mere saath aisa q kiye?
Mera rote rote bura haal hai aaj v 7 jan 2012 ko mai unhe yaad kar rahi thi
Magar pata nahi wo mujhe yaad karte v hai ya nahi?????

Kya sbhi larke 1 jaise hi hote hai dhokhebaaj………?
Kya such me chandan mujhe dhokha diye????
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Aage mai baad me btaungi k kya hoga ab……….
Meri kisse shadi huyi aur……………….
Kuch v wo mere sath kare magar mai unke bina jee nahi paungi…
Plz frnd duaa kijiyega k mere sath achcha ho………..
Mere chandan mujhse agar sachcha pyaar karte honge to
Ho sakta hai wo mujhe mil v jaye……………
Mai zindagi bhar chandan se hi pyaar karungi aakhiri dum tak….
I LOVE YOU CHANDAN………..

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