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Wednesday, 18 January 2012

khoya hoa pyar - abdul

hi friends aaj mein apko apni story share kar raha hoo kyun ke mere paas aaisa koi nahi hai jisse mein yeh sab share kar sako dosto mein ek ladki se bahut pyar karta hoo hum dono sath mein hee school padhte the ek hee building mein rehte the hum sirf ishare mein baat karte the school se ghar aane ke baad bhi hum ek dusre ko dekhte rehte the magar hum dono mein se kisi ke paas itni himmat nahi thi ke hum ek dusre se aake baat kare. ek din aisa aaya ke mujhe woh building chodni padi or sath hee mein woh school bhhi mein usse bahut door ja raha tha mera dil nahi kar raha tha jaane ka magar mein kya karta mere daddy leke ja rahe the or uss time mein sirf 12 years ka tha. mujhe woh building chodne ke baad bahut dukh hoa uski yaad bhi bahut aati thi magar mein jaha shift hoa tha woh waha se kafi door tha or mujhe raasta bhi nahi pata tha ke mein jaake usse dekh sako. phir zindagi ki race mein mein itna busy ho gaya ke meine piche modd ke dekha hee nahi bus aage nikalta gaya aaj mein 24 years ka hogaya hoo or mein aaj bhi usse pyar karta hoo dosto 13 ya 14 saal guzar gaye hai usse dekha bhi nahi mein magar achanak mujhe ek sapna yaa 10 december 2011 ko ke woh mujhe bola rahi hai bahut roo rahi tab se mein usse dhund raha hoo mein usse dhundne apni porani building mein gaya magar waha se pata chala ke woh log yaha se shift hogaya phir mein bahut koshish karke yeh pata laga liya hai ke woh log kaha shift hoe hai. mujhe sirf abhi uski building ka naam pata hai magar mein kya karo kuc! h samajh mein bhi nahi aaraha hai kyun ke uske bhai mere bachpan k dost hai or apne waje se kisi ko bhi takleef nahi dena chahta bus itna chata ho ke woh mujhe kaise bhi karke mil mujhe pata nahi woh mujhse pyar karti bhi hai ya nahi magar mein sirf ek bar koshish zaror karna chahta hoo shayad woh bhi mera intezar kar rahi hogi agar nahi toh mein sirf ek bar usse baat karna chahta hoo agar woh mere shadi karne ko tayyar hai toh thik hai warna mein hamesha uski life se chala jaonga bus sirf ek bar baat karna chahata hoo so friends pls pls pls pls pray for me ke mujhe woh mil jaye.........

Love is life but i losted mine! - Rashi


Mera name Rashi hai ...mai 7th class ki student thi...meri story bohot hi complicated hai ....23 august ki baat hai hamare schl me 1k bhaiya the Abhishek bhaiya
wo hamare schl k bohot famouz boy the par ham 1k dusre ko achi tarah se nahi jante the...waise mai schl ki sabse jyda badnaam ladki thi pr bi log muje respct dete the .......wo uss din muje follow kr rhe the poore schll me me uneasy feel kr rhi thi pr maine kuch react nahi kia unke frens bi meko ajeeb tarah se dekh rahe the mai confuse thi ki 11th class k ladke ko mujse kya lena dena....unka games ka period tha and mera hindi ka mai bunk marr rahi thi and unhone muje bulakr bola ki muje apse baat krni hai maine kaha ki kya kamm hai ? wo bolne lage ki muje poochna tha pr tab muje mere hindi teacher ne dekh lia to amine bola ki i will talk u ltr kuch der badd 8th period mai wo meri clss k smne aaye aur muje bahar bulaya ....or unhone muje prapose kr dia
mai thodi der tak to confuse,shocked jaisi ho gai or maine boola ki mai appko kal bataungi.....nxt day maine unhe han bol di mmai to thi hi awei ladki tympass krna meri fitrat me tha mai yun hi unke sath 1 mnth tk tympass krti rhi firr muje unke liye jyda attraction hona laga mai ab unk bare me jyada sochne lagi muje shayad unse pyar hone laga th aur ye sach tha mai unse pyr krne lagi thi .....aise hi chalta raha hum dono 1k dusre k pass aane lage pyar badhne laga wo mujhse sacha pyr krte the and me bi... schl mai sabko pata chal gaya tha.... hum log kahi bi pagal jaisi harkate karne lagte the..........teachrs dat te the padhai me mann nai lagta tha ab bass dimag me abhishek abhishek hi chalta tha .....kuch dino badd mai 8th me pohoch gayi nad wo 12th mai sab kuch bigad gaya tha hum logo k bare mai poori city ko pata tha jo bi tha hamare liye sahi tha but baki sab logo k liye galat .......unki annual exams khatam ho gai and meri bi wo collage me chale gaye the aur mai bhopal chali gayi .....kuch dinn tak contact me rahe pr firr wo bi tut gaya facebook pr kabi kabi chat ho jaati thi magar ab to wo bi nahi hoti..thi maine apna account deactivate kr lia tha..........mai abi 1st year me hun and wo 5th year me ..........ye to common si baat hai bt shocking cheez to ye hai ki hum dono 1k hi collage me padhte hai ...payar tab bi tha ba bi hai magar aaj jab mai uns apni feelings share nahi kr sakti hu kyuki darr hai kahin wo muje bhool na gaye ho....ya firr payar na krte ho ........bs yahi feelings hai dono k mann me final exams pass aa rahi hai bt wo mujhse door ja rahe hai ab na jane mai kya kru ..aisa lag raha hai ki kuch nahi ho sakta pr aaj subah hi unhone muje aakar boal ki sry mai apko akele raste me chor aaya I LOVE YOU rashi tab muje yaad aaya ki payar kabi khatam nahi hta...

Friday, 13 January 2012

REAL LOVE STORY - TANU

Hi. . . .
I am tanu, i want to tell u my love story. Plz you decided that, i am
wrong and right. So here i am. . . .
Me 1st year me pd rhi hu, meri sagai ho chuki h, lekin me kisi or se
pyar krti hu.
Jb me 6th me pdti thi, mere bahut se frnd the, or 2 best frnd the,
lekin mujhe kaha pta tha ki aane vale dino me koi h, jo mujhe bahut
acha lgne lg jaega, kahte h na pyar ek br me nhi milta, mere sath bhi
kuch esa hi hua h. Mera frnd tha mnnu, hum dono best frnd the, ek
dusre se hr bt share krte the, ab hum dono kisi karn se bt nhi krte,
lekin aj bhi vo mera best frnd h, or rahega, lekin jb usne mujhse bt
krna bnd kiya to meri life me honey aaya. Or yaha se start hoti h
"MERI REAL LOVE STORY" honey me is waqt mujhe ek bahut ache dost ki
tarah support kiya, vo meri bhut care krta tha. Jb mene 12th pass ki,
meri sagai ho gai thi, socha tha ki ab meri life me pyar k liye koi
jagah nhi h, lekin 2010 me kuch to khas tha, meri sagai to ho gai,
lekin honey k liye mere dil me kuch hone lga, vo mere liye bahut khas
ho gaya, humesha uske bare me sochna, uski ek2 bt ko yd kr kr k
muskrana. Uski bato pr gussa hona to kbhi ruthna manana, lekin in sb
me mene dhyan hi nhi diya ki mujhe kya ho raha h, me usse itna serious
lene lgi, jitna mene kbhi kisi ko nhi liya. Jb me usse bt krti to
uski bato ko sunkr hasti, or jb usse bt nhi krti to uski bato ko yaad
krke. Raat ko sota waqt hum msg se chat krte, us time me itni pagal ho
gai ki mujhe nind to aati pr me usse bt krne k liye soti hi nhi thi,
or fir pta hi nhi chalta tha ki kb so jati thi. Bd me humesha usse
sorry bolti. Jb raat ko usse bt krke sone lgti to uski yaado me rahti,
or subah aankh khulti to bhi uska chahra meri aankho me or yad dil me
hoti thi, lgta tha ki me puri raat bhar shayad usse hi bt kr rhi hu.
Or ek br 25dec.2010 ko wo mujhse kisi bt ko lekr naraj ho gaya, is
time me bahut roi, or mujhe meri feelings ka pta chala, lga ki ye hi
to pyar h, lekin mere samne bahut bdi mushkil thi, meri sagai. Lgta
tha ki me kya kahungi ki mujhe sagai k bd pyar ho gaya, roj akele me
use yaad krke rona, bs usse ek br ye kahna chahti thi ki me usse bahut
pyar krti hu, or mene kaha bhi, 2jan2011 ko mene use apne dil bt kahi,
to pta chala ki wo to mujhe 6th class se chahta h. Or usne mujhe 3jan
ko apna reply diya, kaha " I Love u " or ab me bahut khush thi, humari
life me sb kuch acha chal raha tha, hum dono ek dusre se bahut pyar
krte h. Ab mujhe sb acha lgta, akele me muskrati lekin ro pdti thi
kyoki hum dono ne ek dusre se wada kiya ki hum kbhi ye bt kisi ko nhi
btaenge, kyoki meri shaadi ko lekr mere ghrwalo ne bahut se spne saja
liye the. Agar hum ek dusre se pyar krte the to humare parents to
humse usse bhi jyada pyar krte the, to hume ye haq kisne diya ki hum
unka dil tod de. Humne ye decided kiya ki hum shaadi k bd humare
jivansathi ko bhi bahut khushi denge, jinka haq unko h, or shaadi se
phle ka ye waqt bs humara h, is pr kisi ka koi haq nhi h. Or hum ise
bhut ache se nibha rahe h, in dino hum bahut khush h, honey jb mujhe
or ladkiyo ka name lekr chidta h, to me gussa ho jati hu, kyoki use
isse bhut khushi milti h, lekin mujhe is bt se koi bura nhi lgta,
kyoki us pr ek vishvas h, or vo kbhi nhi tutega, vo naraj hota h, me
use manati hu, use itna pareshan krti hu ki wo gussa ho jata h. Fir
pyar se usko manati hu, ya ruthne manane k songs likh kr send krti hu,
vo mujhse bhut pyar krta h, is bich mujhe pta nhi kya ho gaya, mene
sagai todne k liye kaha, lekin usne mujhe smjhaya mere gharwalo k
liye. Or shi bhi to h, gharwalo ka hum pr kuch to haq h. Or mene bhi
apne ap ko mana liya, jb 17nov. Ko pta chala ki meri shaadi ki date
fix ho gai h, 27 jan 2012 to me bahut roi. Lekin usne mujhe bahut pyar
samjahaya, or mene socha ki jaruri nhi jisse pyar kro, usi se shadi
ko. Or mene decided kiya ki chahe meri shadi kisi se bhi ho, mere dil
me honey khi na khi humesha hoga. . . .or fir pta chala, ki honey apne
gharwalo k sath chennai ja raha h, to mujhe bahut bura lga ki humare
pas phle hi waqt nhi tha, or ab vo 18dec. Ko chennai chala jaega, or 3
jan. 2012 ko aaega, jis din humare rishte ko pura ek saal ho jaega. .
. .ab to bs uska wait h, humari kahani koi the end to nhi h, lekin fir
bhi hum khush h, kyoki humare gharwale khush h. . . Or ab bs wo or
uski yaade. . . . . . . .

True Love Never Dies-A Romantic Love Story

Main apni Zaara se be-intaha muhabbat karta tha aur wo bhi mere siwa kisi doosre ktrue love never dies
about sochti bhi nahi thi…bachhpan sehum dono ek sath hi rehte the aur ek sath ek hi school se education li…dheere dheere humara love gehra ho gaya aura b hum blind lover ban chuke the. 12th pass karne k bad main engineering k liye dehradun chala aaya,but  Zaara mere se ek class junior  thi. So wo gaon me hi reh gai. But humara love ek true love tha aur sachha pyar karne wale do log kabhi juda nahi ho sakte.hum dono lagatar ek doosre k contact me rahe. Facebook, sms, chatting and calling hamara daily schedule tha. Zaara ki aawaz sune Bina mujhe neend hi nahi aati thi.maine Zaara se promise liya tha ki  wo 12th complete kar k BBA kaene Dehradun hi aaegi.
lovers Meri Zaara kafi samajhdar aur padhne me sharp minded thi, usne achhe marks k sath 12th  complete kiya aur ghar walo sezid kar k Dehradun chali aayi. But uske marks ache hone ki wajah se use mujh se bhi achhhe college mil raha tha, maine usse kaha ki wo mere hi college me admission karwa le but usne meri bat nahi mani aur kaha ki ‘wo ye sab hamare future k liye hi to kar rahi hai’
Mujh kafi dukh hua ki usne mere college ko chhod kar achhe college me admission le liya, kya use meri Zaara bhi yaad nahi aai??? Maine usse 3 dino tak bat nahi ki, udhar Zaara ka ro ro kar bura halt ha, mere dostoon ne mujhe samjhaya ki main Zaara se baat karu. Phir main Zaara se bat karne laga aur humari love story phir se track pe aa gayi. But Zaara ki is harkat se mere dil ko bahut buri tarah hurt kiya tha jise main bhool nahi pa raha tha.
junior girls
Idhar mere college me bhi new admission huye,main Zaara ko miss kar rha tha, wo City me ho kar bhi mere pas nahi thi.Mere college me bhi Juniors ki ragging and masti ka daur shuru hua,kafi masti hoti thi meri, junior girls pe flirt karne ka maza bhi kuchh aur tha, kafi sari ladkiyoon se mila jo as a junior kafi respect deti thein mujhe. Unme se ek sonali nam ki ladki mujhe kafi pasand aai,
Freshers Day k Din main sonali k pass gaya, main bhool chukka tha ki main Zaara k sath engaged hu, sonali hi dikh rahi thi mujhe har jagah, maine sonali ko canteen k pas bulaya aur jab wo aai to maine uska hath pakad liya aur romantic tareeke se kaha “sonali,I love you and I cant live without you”.But sonali rone lagi, aur usne mujhse kaha ki “sir, main apki izzat karti hu but I m already in a relationship aur mera boyfriend  doosre college me padhta hai, I am sorry”. maine kafi dino tak sonali ko phone kiya but wo hamesha ek hi jawab deti thi that she is in love with someone else. maine kafi pareshan kiya use.
sorry
Mujhe bahut dukh hua, main kafi sad tha,mujhe sonali achhi lagne lagi thi but main use bhool nahi pa raha tha.Do din bad mujhe Zaara se milne jana tha, jab Zaara se milna nahi chahta tha, ek ajeeb si nafrat thi mere man me uske liye, but main milne gaya, maine dekha wo kafi udas hai. kuchh der bad zaara ne bataye ki use ek senior ne propose kiya tha kuchh din pehle, aur pata nahi kaise wo uska number bhi jan gaya tha, but maine usse saaf saaf keh diya ki main tumse pyar karti hu and i am engaged with you.


jab maine ye sab suna to mujhe shock laga, maine bhi to yehi sab kiya tha sonali k sath, maine bhi use kafi pareshan kiya tha, ab mujhe ehsas hua ki jab koi aapki lover ko pareshan kare to aap pe kya gujarti hai. Next din,main college gaya aur waha ja kar sabse pehle sonali se maafi mangi.
aaj mujhe ehsas ho gaya tha ki meri Zaara  mujhse itna pyar karti hai aur mujhe pata bhi nahi hai, main kitna gira hua hu jo aisi ladki k sath dhokha karne chala tha, meri aankho me aansu aa gaye the, but main khush tha ki meri Zaara mujhse itna pyar aur meri itni care karti thi, maine  Zaara ko gale laga liya aur uske chehre ko choom liya.
Ek lover k liye isse jyada khushi ki bat kya ho sakti hai ki uska lover use usse jyada pyar karta ho. Maine kasam le li ki aaj k bad se kabhi apni Zaara k alawe kisi aur k bare me sochunga bhi nahi.After 3 years,I completed my engineering and proposed Zaara, now we are the most happy couples in the world, kyu ki humara pyaar sachha tha, we were the True Lovers.
Really ‘True Love Never Dies’

pyar me mili bewafai- love story



pyaar-loveHii frnds mera naam vinay hai…mai jalandhar se hu…mai apko apni pyar ki kahani batata hu..mai cricket ka player tha jalandhar mai coach se jhagda ho gya is liye maine himachal state se try krni chahi uske liye mujhe vaha ke private colge mai admishion leni padi…mai kabhi colge nai jata tha par dad ke kehne ek din college gaya
jab principal mujhe class mai lekar kar gye to itni ladkiya dekh kar shrma gya…tab mai class mai bhaith gya tabhi ek ladki ne mujhe hello kaha maine jaise hi usko dekha mai dekhta hi reh gya wo bahot jyada sunder thi..main pehli nazar mai use pyar krne lga tha….kuch din baad mujhe mere frnd ne mujhe kaha ki mai us ladki se pyar krta hu wo meri frnd bn chuki thi..us din jaise life khatam ho gye..us din rat ko maine first time sharab pi..aur use msg kr diya mai tumse bahot pyar krta hu..
next mrng jab mai clge gya wo mujhe daatne lagi….us din mai ghar jakar bahot roya…mai do din colge nai gya…mujhe achanak ek phn aaya wo ek ladki ka tha maine pucha kon to jaise hi usne apna naam btaya mai khushi ke maare pagal ho gya…usne mujse pucha colge kyu nai aa rhe..maine kaha vaise hi dil nai lagta vaha…wo kehne lagi maine tumse kuch bat krni hai…mai soch mai pad gya ab kya bat krni hai…jab mai colge gya maine dekha wo itni sundar dikh rhi thi ki tarif kiye bina reh nai ska…usne jate hi mujhe sory kaha aur rone lagi…mujhe bahot dukh hua..use rote dekh kar,maine use kaha mai apni galti ke liye mafi mangta hu tabhi wo mere gale lag gyi aur mujhe i love u vinay keh diya..mujhe aisa lga ki duniya mai mere se lucky koi nahi.
.par wo meri galti thi..hum dono bahot khush rehne lage..phir exam ke bad mai vapis jalandhar chala aaya…par phn par sara din usse bat hoti…abhi ek month hi hua tha mujhe ek ladki ka phn aaya wo kehni lgi tumhari gf achi nai hai..maine uska phn cut kr diya..hum dono ne sath jeene marne ki kasam kha li…ab mai use apna sab kuch man chuka tha…ab mera apni cricket se dil hatne lga…mai krta v kya par ek din mujhe meri gf ka phn aaya aur kehne lagi..mai tumse dosti tod rhi hu…mai pucha meri galti kya hai to kehne lagi wo mujhe nai pta…mera dimag kharab ho gya maine us din itni sharab pi..ki sari rat mai ghar nai gya…mai usse milne himachal gya usne kaha samne jo ladka ashok hai wo mere liye hath katne ko tyair hai…to maine kaha ab tum kya chahti ho usne kaha mujhe chod do.


maine tabhi usi ladke ladke ko bulaya aur kaha tu isse kitna pyar krta hai wo kehne lga khud se bhi jyada maine use kaha tu iske liye apna hath v cut skta hai tabhi usne kaha haan….maine apne purse se ek blade nikala aur kaha cut ke dikha uske paseene nikal gye…tab us ladke ne kaha tu pyar krta hai to tu cut kar ke dikha…wo ladki to meri zindgi thi wo mujhe gour se dekhne lagi maine blade liya aur apne left hand par uska naam likh diya…mujhe kitna dard hua wo mai janta hu..wo rone lagi aur mujse mafi mangne lgi…par jo ek bar dil se utar jaye wo pyar kabhi pyar nai rehta…mai sharab peene lag gya…maine uske liye kya nai kiya par usne mere pyar ko thukra diya….tab se mujhe pyar naam se nafrat ho gyi.
aaj 4 sal ho gye par maine kabhi pyar ke bare mai socha v nai…aur wo aaj v mujhse mafi mangti hai…par ab mera dil pathar bn chuka tha…bs ye hai mere pyar ki kahani mai aaj v use pyar krta hu..aur krta rahunga…

Main Usse Pyar Nahi Kar Pa Rahi-Love Story


love storyHi i m neha i m 21 yr old.meri ye real love story h nd mein ap sb se advise maag rhi plz dost mujhe advise jarur dena mujhe pehli bar pyar 3 saal phele hua tha wo meri 1st job thi nd hmari baat call pe hui thi,ph frnd baanne k baat hm bahut ache frnd bn gye or fir hm mile nd kaffi had tk ek dusre k close aa gye ye dosti kb pyar mein badal gai mujhe pta b nhi chala.pehle perpose usne mujhe kiya tha , bt uska nature or ladko se alag tha wo pyar krta tha bt pta nhi kyu rude sa rehta tha,pehle to mujhe lga k uska nature badal jayega bt wo uhi raha,dhree dhree time beet gya bt uska behave or rude ho gya mera ph karna use pasand nhi aane lga use meri khushi ya dhukh se koi frk nhi padta tha bt mein use bahut pyar krti thi mujhe uski koi baat buri nhi lagti thi,kuch time baad meine usse pucha k wo mere sath aisa kyu kr rha h to usne kuch nhi kaha, kuch time baad mein offfice mein thi nd ph pe usse baat kr rhi thi acchnak uska accident ho gya usne mujhe ph pe kaha riya mera accident hogya mujhe lga k wo majak kr rha h kyu k hm kaffi der tk norml baat kr rhe the nd kuch time baad mere pass doctor ka ph aaya k wo hospital mein meri to jaise jaan nikal gai thi.nd mein usi time delhi se gurgaon gai nd uski mummy ko 5000 rs diye ,kyu ki uski family mein koi nhi tha uski mummy k siva,3-4 month baad wo normal ho gya bt wo ab bhi mere se khush nhi tha i don’t no kyu,wo meri life tha to meiri frnd ne use samjhne ki koshish ki us din to jaise mere pero tale jameen nikal gayi usne meri frnd ko kaha i hate her mein use pyar nhi krta nd mein sirf time pass kr rha tha ab tk mujhe usse koi frk nhi padta us din mujhe yakkin nhi ho rha tha k mein use pyar krti thi nd us din se meine us se baat krna km kr diya bt khud ko rok nhi pati thi isliye baat krne ki sochti thi bt meri frnd ko usne mere baare mein bahut kuch kaha tha isliye meri frnd ne mujhe kasam di k mein use baat na kru nd fir meine bahut mushkil se khud ko us ladke se dur kiya,bt aaj itne time baat ye waqt aaya jiska mein pehle kabhi itezar krti thi uske muh se 3words sunne ko tarsti thi bt wo nhi bolta tha,dosto pta h aaj wo ladka mere pas wapis aa rha h kehta k neha tere bina mein jee nhi skta mein tujhse shaadi krna chhata hu, mein us time tere pyar ko nhi samjh paaya .tha mujhe maaf kr do bt such kahu aaj mere dil se pyar khtam ho gya mein ab use pyar nhi kr pa rhi mujhe dar lgta h kahi mein pyaar krne lgu or wo mujhe fir chhod gya to mein kya karungi pehle he bdi mushkil se smbhala tha meine khud ko dosto mujhe btao mein kya kru kya mein use maaf kr du ya nhi plz help me..................!

Wo Jo Mera Kabhi Tha Hi Nahi-Real Love Story

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love storyHi Friends…..
Mera Name Samaira Hai mai Dehradun Ki rahne wali hu aaj mai aapko mere Jivan ki ek Sachi Kahani Sunane Ja rahi hu. baat un dino ki hai Jab mai 12th Class me thi 2002 me, meri Mathematics hamesha se bahot weak hai, ghar ki arthik sthiti itni achi nahi thi ki mai kahi acha sa Tution le saku, mai ghar ki sabse badi santan hu mujhe chote 3 bhai bhi hai Papa Private employe wo jitna bhi karte the kam hi tha phir bhi mai man lagakar padhti rahi lekin maths ne mujhe hamesha pareshan kiya, unhi dino mere pados me ek family shift hui thi wo log Kashipur se aaye the
us Family me Parents aur Do Bhai Do bahen the, Bahne to Dono hi itni Proudi Ki kisi se bhi baat nahi karti thi lekin bhai dono ache the unme se chota bhai jiska name Shahzad the usne city ke hi ek college me Bsc Mathmatics me admission Le liya tha uski mere bhai se frndship ho gai, mere ghar aane jaane laga maine kabhi notice nahi kiya usko sirf ye sochti thi ki mere bhai ka frnd hai. ek din mere ghar me hi wo mere bhai ki mathematics ke sums solve karne me help kar raha tha maine aaj tak usse kabhi baat nahi ki thi uss din pahli baar apni weak mathmatics ke karan usse kuch sums solve karne me Help mangi usne itni achi tarah se mujhe solve karne me help ki mai bas use dekhti hi rah gayi, phir yu hua ki mathmatics ke karan meri bhi frndship Shahzad se ho gai, Ek din maine apni book me kuch question Mark kiye aur usko de diya ki ye sums mujhse solve nahi ho rahe tum plz isko solve karke mujhe de do, next day Jab meri book usne mujhe wapas ki to usme kuch tha maine dekhhne ki koshish ki to usne mana kar diya bola abhi nahi akeleme khol kar dekhna, mai chat per chali gayi lekin sardiyo ka mausam aur sabhi Log apni apni chato per virajman the mujhe utsukta ho rahi thi dekhne ki book me kya hai lekin akelapan hi nahi mil raha tha, akhir kaar mujhe raat me jab sab Log so gaye to book kholne ka mauka mila usme ek gulab ka phool aur ek letter tha mere liye, jaisa ki aap sab jante ho is umr me koi Ladka agar kisi Ladki ko Love letter lkhe to uska kya haal hota hai mera bhi wahi hua mujhe isse pahle kisi ne love letter nahi likha tha
dusre din usne mujhse pucha letter padha? mai sharm se laal ho gai aur wo mere kuch bole bina hi sab kuch samajh gaya. yaha se hamari frndship love me change ho gayi hum ek dusre ko bahot chahte the maine apni Life bahot abhav me guzari hai lekin usko pakar aisa laga jaise mujhe sab kuch mil gaya ab life me aur kuch nhi chahiye, hum ek dusre se phon per bhi baat karte, letters bhi likhte jise pahuchane ka kaam meri ek frnd karti thi aur kabhi kabhi bahar bhi milte lekin pyar tha ki badhta hi jaata tha, mujhe kya pata tha meri ye khushi bas kuch din ya fir yu kahiye bas kuch salo ki mehnman hai abhi 3 saal hue the hamare pyar ko jab uske father ka transfer kahi aur ho gaya, uske jaane se pura ek month pahle se mere to Ansu rukne ka naam nahi Lete the ye sochkar ki ab mai usse shayd kabhi nahi mil paugi, wo mujhe Dilasa deta rahta tha ki tum nahi aa sakti mujhse milne to kya main to aa sakta hu tumse milne aur wo akhri din Jab mai aur mera bhai usko aur uski family ko chhodne Railway Station gaye the mai tab tak usko dekhti rahi aur roti rahi jab tak train ankho se ojhal nahi ho gayi, mera bhai mere dil ka haal janta tha isliye wo bhi mere sath ro raha tha,.
Mussoorie jaane ke kuch din baad hi usne muhe phon kiya wo apni bekarario ka haal mujhe suna raha tha mere bina wo kitna akela feel kar raha hai, lekin next 6 months me hi uska attitude change hone laga uski bhi job lag gayi thi ab wo mujhse zyada baat nahi karta tha mai bhi jab use phon karthi to receive nahi kara baad me misscall dekhkar mujhe call back karta “sorry mai bussy tha main phir thodi derr baad tumse baat karunga” lekin uski thodi derr kabhi nahi hoti aur mai intezar karti rah jaati, 2 saal isi tarah guzar gaye kabhi feel hota wo mujhse pyar nahi karta mujhe bhi usko bhul jana chahiye, lekin jab kabhi uska koi call ya sms aata mai apne apko rok nahi pati aur dil ko samjhati ki nahi wo pyar karta hai mujhse serf apne kaam me busy hai isliye zyada response nahi deta, wo kahta to tha ki wo mujhse milne aayega lekin in do saalo me ek baar bhi nahi aaya, ghar me meri shadi ki baath chalne lagi rishte aane lage, upar wale ne kuch shakl o surat aisi di thi ki koi bhi rishta kabhi inkar nahi hota mai sabko pasand aa jati hu, lekin mere dil ka kya jo serf ek ko pasand kar chuka hai aur uske siva kisi ko sochna bhi nahi chahta, maine usko inform kiya ab mere gharwale meri shadi karna chahte hai tum plz apne gharwalo ko mera rishta lekar bhejo, Usne kaha ki uske gharwale iss shadi ke liye kabhi nahi manege kuki hm dono other cast ke hai, “abhi kuch din wait karlo mai thik se settle ho jaau fir gharwalo ke against jaker bhi tumse shadi kar lunga” lekin mere gharwalo ko rokna mushkil ho raha tha wo meri shadi jald se jald karna chahte the, maine usko force kiya ki shadi abhi nahi lekin atleast engagemnt ya serf rishta fix to kar lo jisse mere gharwale mujhe kahi aur shadi karne ko na bole, to usne kaha agar tumko shadi ki itni hi jaldi hai to kahi bhi apne parents ki marzi se shadi kar lu aur usko bhul jaau, mera us din usse bahot jhagda hua aur hamare beech 3 month tak koi baat nahi hui mai uski yaad me itna royi ki bimar pad gayi, lekin usko mujhpar tars nahi aaya, 3 months ke baad maine hi pahel ki aur uska no. dial kiya to no. change ho chuka tha, uska ek private no. jo mere paas tha maine jab wo dial kiya to usne receive kar liya phone mai boli hello shahzad! udhar se reply aaya sorry wrong no. yaha koi shahzad nahi rahta aur dobara kabhi iss no. per call mat karna, mai achi tarah pahchanti thi ye uski hi awaz thi lekin wo mujhe pahchan bhi nahi raha tha, maine bahot koshish ki uske usi no. per call karne ki, uske aage bahot roi, gidgidai, apni self respect ko kuchal dala ek aise pyar ke liye jiska koi wajud hi nahi tha lekin usko mujhper taras nahi ayya.


mere Papa ki tabiyath kharab ho jaane ke karan meri shadi ka program cance l kar diya aur Papa ki company me mujhe Job mil gayi, ussi office me mere sath ek couple bhi kaam karte tha jinki recently shadi hui thi aur ab honeymoon per jaane wale the couple me se ladki jiska naam anjuri hai ki dosti mujhse ho gayi maine ek din shahzaad ki photo anjuri ko dikhayi aur uske baare me sabkuch bata diya, wo dono apne honeymoon ke liye Mussoorie gaye the, waha unhone ek lover Point per ek ladke ko dekha jo ek ladki ke sath pyar kar raha tha, anjury ne mujhe phon kiya aur boli shahzad ka photo scan karke uske mobile per send karu maine 2 minute me sara kaam kar diya, usne photo ko uss ladke se match kiya aur confirm karke mujhe boli, Samaira tum jiski yaad me raat din Ansu Bahati ho wo Shahzad yaha kisi aur ki bahon me hai, mere pairo ke neeche se zameen nikal gayi mujhe vishwas nahi hua uski baat ka to anjuri boli thik hai proof ke liye hum dono ek group photo jisme anjuri uska pati shahzad aur uski GF hogi mere liye lekar aayegi, anjuri jo ki shahzad ko pahchanti thi lekin wo usko nahi pahchanta tha uske kareeb gayi aur boli “Excuse me sir you are seem the cutest couple of this point can we have a photograph” shahzad ki GF khush hokar boli SURE WE CAN HAVE, aur ek photo jisme wo charo the lekar aa gayi, photo dekhkar mere pairo ke neeche se zameen nikal gayi, bahot khush lag raha tha wo apni GF ke sath.
mere pas rone ke siva koi option na tha, ye baath sep 2009 ki hai, maine uss photo ko ek taraf dala aur apne ansu pochte hue kasam khayi ki ab kabhi Life me kisi se pyar nahi karugi, 2 saal maine khub mehnat ki privately apni study ko aage badhaya aur apne papa ki respponsbilities ko share karne lagi, kyuki mere bhai mujhse chote hai wo abhi padhai kar rahe hai, mere Papa kahte hai unko mujhpar garv hai, uparwala sabko Samaira jaisi beti de, mai abhi shahzad ko bhulne ki nakam koshish kar hi rahi thi ki Eid ke din means Aug 2011 achanak uski call aa gayi, maine uske intezar me apna no. nahi change kiya tha, wo mujhse maafi mang raha tha apne kiye per sharminda tha lekin main usko maaf nahi kar paa rahi hu, maine usse bola ki agar tum mujhse jhagda karte, mujhe galiya dete mai sabkuch bardasht kar leti lekin tumne to mujhe pahchanne se mana kar dia ye baat mai kabhi nahi bhul sakti mere itne Ansu jo uski yaad me bahe hai wo sare dukh jo maine sahe kya insabki bharpayi serf uski ek maafi se ho sakti hai? nahi maine usse pucha uski GF ka kya hua to bola tumko kaise maloom meri koi GF hai, maine anjuri ke photograph ki baat usko bata di lekin wo iss baat per sharminda nahi hua aur bola wo to bas entertainment hai pyar wo bahi bhi mujhse karta hai dosto mai aapse puchti hu kya mujhe shahzad ko maaf kar dena chahiye ya use bhul jana chahiye plz jawab zarur dena mai wait karugi..
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kya ye such m pyar h............???

Hello friends i am abhi and i am engg pass-out, this is my real story so please help me  because  I am totaly confuse,kuchwhat is love month pahle meri orkut pe ek ladki se friendship hui thi aur maine use praposs kiya usne bhi mujhe ha kaha aur uske baad hmari ph per talk hone lgi,hm hmesa ek dusare se ph per talk karte the,hmare talk karne ki koi time limit nhi thi,mai use bahut pyar karta tha aur abhi bhi karta ho wo bhi mujhe ek lover ki tarah trit karti thi aur bina meri voice sune ek pal bhi nhi rah pati thi,mai use pyar jana bolta tha kyoki mai use apni jaan manta ho,but kuch time baad wo mujhse dur hone lgi aur jb maine karan pucha to usne kaha ki uski marrige fix hai,ye sun kar mujhe bahut shok lga aur maine khud ko spoile karne ki soch li per use pane ki kosis bhi karta tha,wo mujhse kai baar dur gyi per jab use ye feel hota ki wo mere bina nhi rah sakti to wo mere pas wapas aa jati,wo mujhse ye to bolti hai ki wo mujhe pyar karti hai Per phir wo mujhse ye kahti ki wo mujhe aur apni old life ko lekar confuse hai,jab mai usse ye puchta ho ki hmare bich me pahle kya tha wo bolti hai ki mai khud nhijanti,par wo mujhe hmesa ye bolti hai ki wo mujhse pyar karti hai per uske baad wo but…ka use karti hai,usne mujhe jo jo kaha per uske is but ko dur nhi kar paya,friends mai usse bahut pyar karta ho wo meri life aur mai uske bina ji sakta per kuch dino se mujhe aesa feel ho rha hai ki wo mujhe kuch chupa rhi hai aur abhi wo mujhse koi contact bhi nhi kar rhi,mai kabhi 2 sochta ho ki mai uski life se dur chala jaunga per jab wo mujhe koi reply deti hai to mai khud ko nhi rok pata aur jab mai usse dur hone ke liye kahta ho to wo bolti hai ki wo bhi mere bina nhi rah sakti,so please help me friends mujhe samjh me nhi aa rha ki mai apne is relation ko kya naam do kyoki wo ek taraf mujhe i lve u bolti hai per baad me bolti hai ki wo confuse hai aur mujhe bhi confuse karti hai per hum dono ek dusare ke bina nhi rah sakte hai…!!!!

my love story - shailu

Hi . I m 24 year old my name is shailu
mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki pyar kya hota he he lekin kehte he na ki pyar to ho hi jata he ,pyar to mujhe b hua tha jab me 12th me tha meri age thi 19 year ,meri hi class ki girl pooja se ,
mene mere friend ko ye baat batai ki mujhe us ladki se pyar he but me kehne se bahut darta tha kyoki me ek sharmila ladka tha , tab mere frnd ne support kiya or mene us ladki ko apne dil ki baat jese tese darte darte bata di ye baat dec.2007 ki thi, usne mana kar diya ki me sirf tumhe frnd manti hu,
lekin mene kaha ki me to tumse pyar karta hu, is tarah fir mene ek baar fir se 14 feb.2008 velentine day school me hi uski 3-4 frnd ke samne rose dekar kaha ki me tumse pyar karta hu or agar tum b mujhse pyar karti ho to ye rose lelo usne rose lene se mana kar diya mujhe gussa aaya mera dil tut gaya tha mene rose ke tukde kar ke phek diya , to wo b udas ho gayi,
us time me study me achch tha or hamare yaha light ki bahut problem thi is liye mere principal ne mujhe or mere frnd ko school me hi room dekar study karne ki izzajat de di , me or mere frnd hum dono school me hi rahkar study karte the , school k samne hi uski ek frnd ka ghar tha jo hamari classmate thi to meri b frnd thi , wo waha daily aa jati thi or mujhe dekha karti thi lekin me usse naraj tha kyoki use=ne mere rose nahi liya tha mere dil tod diya the , 16 feb.2008 ko usne apni ek frnd ko mere paas bheja jo hamari hi class me thi, usne aakar kaha ki wo tujhse pyar karti he to mene kaha ki usne phir mera rose kyo nahi liya tha, to usne kaha ki tune b to sab frnd k samne rose diya or wo nahi chahti ki kisi ko pata chale ki tum dono ek dusre se pyar karte ho , mujhe b meri galti ka ehsaas hua par mene b kaha diya ki yahi baat agar pooja aakar kahe to me visheas karunga , lekin jitna me sharmila tha utni ho wo b sharmili thi usne apne dil ki baat love letter dekar kahi love letter 4 page ka tha usme usne bahut kuch likha tha me short me batata hu
dear shailu
me b tumse bahut pyar karti hu mujhe pata nahi tha ki hamari dosti pyar me badlegi mujhe b kabhi kisi se pyar hoga or aap bahut achche ladke ho isliye mene haa ki he , lekin me apni mother ko dukh nahi dena chahti meri mother pehle he phir aapka pyar he
is tarah march me hamari annual exam aane wali thi usne love letter b to 23 feb. ko diya tha wo din meri life ka sabse achcha din tha, hum roz ek dusre ko dekhte the lekin baat karne me , me b sharmata tha or wo b isliye kam hi bat ho pati thi ,
me use dil se chahta tha or bahut izzat karta tha kabhi mene usko galat nazar se nahi dekha , yaha tak ki me usse nazar milane me b sharmata tha usse shadi b karna chahta tha kai baar class me hum dono ko akela rehne ka time b mila lekin mene aaj tak us ko touch b nahi kiya kyoki me usse bahut pyar karta tha , or hamari exam end ho gai hum ab mil nahi pate the us time mobile b nahi tha , jo baat ho sake kabhi kabhi hum dono ese hi market me ithfak se mil jate the bus 2 minute baat hoti or chale jate me usse kehta ki me tumse milna chahta hu to wo kehti ki nahi me nahi mail sakti kisi ko pata chal gaya to meri mother ko pata chal gaya to nahi , me b kabhi us par force nahi karta sochta tha ki wo ek achchi sidhi sadi ladki he sayad wo sabse darti he , or sidha to me b tha tabhi to kabhi uska disadvantsge nahi liya or use dil se pyar karta tha , is tarah hamara 12 th ka result aaya or pata chala ki me to 1st division se paas ho gaya or use english me supply aai he or wo fail ho gayi ab milne ke sare raete band ho chuke the me college me pahunch gaya or usne school chod diya,
bus kabhi hum raste me mil jate the,
ye baat uske ghar walo ko pata chal chuki thi ki hum dono ek dusre se pyar karte he hamari samaj alag thi uski mother ne mujhe dekha hua tha , me b good looking smart or simple ladka studuy me minded class me topper tha , ye baat uski mother ko b pata thi , or mene b mere ghar walo ko bata rakha tha ki me pooja se shadi karna chahta hu lekin hamare ghar wale caste change hone ki wajah se agree nahi the,
mene pooja se kaha ki hum dono bhag kar shadi kar lete he sab thik ho jayega mujhe pata tha mere family wale use accept kar lenge , lekin wo kehti me mother ke opposite nahi ja sakti meri mother ko pata chal to wo mar jaygi, mene b us par jyada force nahi karta is tarah hamari mulakate sirf me uske har birthday par gift lekar ghar jata tabhi hoti thi,
ek baar mere ek frnd ne bataya ki pooja ko kisi or ladke ke sath film theatre me dekha tha mujhe vishwas nahi hua mene mere frnd ko bura bhala kaha ki to jhoot bolta he wo ja hi nahi sakti ,
phir baad me pata chala ki usks kisi or ladke se affair chal raha he wo us ke sath kai baar ghumte dekhi he,
tab mene ye baat jakar usse puchi ki kya ye sach he to usne nazar jhuka li, mene kaha tumhari is khamoshi ka kya matlab samjhu , mene tumhe dil se pyar kiya tha yaha tak ki shadi karna chahta tha lekinb tum bus mother ka kahkar mujhe chup kar deti thi ab kya hua tumhari wo baate ,
usne sirf itna kaha ki hamari shadi nahi ho sakti thi,
mene kaha usse ho jayegi kya
to usne kaha ha
mere dil bahut toot gaya
baad me march 2010 me mujhe pata chala ki usne us ladke ke sath bhag kar shaaddi kar li he mere dil ko bahut bura laga ki mujhe kehti thi ki me apni mother ke khilaf nahi ja sakti or us ladke ke sath bhag kar shaadi kar li
kyoki wo b uski samaj ka tha isliye ,
us din ke baad aaj karib 2 year ho chuke he aaj b me use bhula nahi hu or usse milne ki kod=shish b nahi ki us bewafa se mujhe pyar b he or nafrat b

true love - sona

hi.......friends my name is sony .me 10th standard me thi tabse ek ladke se bahot pyar karti hu .aaj hamare pyar ko 4 sal khatam ho gae or 5 wa sal chalu he ..magar in 5 salo me hamne jese ek duje ko hi apni duniya bana liya he.in 5 salome hamari life me bahot musibate aai he ..ab me pko batati hu ki meri suruat kes hui.jab pehli bar unhone muje pruposs kiya tab me ne unhe jawab nahi diya lekin jab wo city chhod kar ja rha he esa muje pata chla to muje laga ke jese mera sabse karibi koi mujese dur ja raha he .or mene himmat karke use apne dilki bat batadi or unhe jane se rok liya .phir hum donone fesla kiya ki ab kuchh bhi ho jae hum alag nahi hoge hum dono ek dusre se bahot pyar karte he or ek duje ke bina reh nahi sakte the .is liye humne ghar me bata diya or gharwalo ko pata chalne ke bad unhone hame alag hone ko kaha to hum dar gaye or dono ghar chhod kar chale gae lekin hame wapis aana pada q ki hme bataya gaya tha ki aa jane ke bad hamari shadi karwa dege lekin badme badal gae.or hum juda ho gae. muje mere ristedar ke waha bhija diya or hame alag kar diya waha mene meri 12th ki padhai puri ki or pura sal meri unse na bat ho pai na mil pai . lekin hum dono ko apne pyar par bharosa tha or hamne intejarkiya .abhi me 2 sal se apne ghar pe mammi dedy ke sath hu or job kar rahi hu lekin dono ko ek duje ka abhi bhi intejar he..or abhi hamari bate bhi hoti he ...pls jo meri story padhe duwa karna meri unse jaldi hi shadi ho jae....... mere liye dua kijiya bcz i love so much him. Reactions: 

MAI KAISE JIUNGI TERE BIN TU HAI MERI JAAN - Arti

Hellow friends…………..
My name is arti and mai jinhe jaan se v
jyada pyaar karti hu unka name hai chandan……

Mai aaplog se apni story share kar rahi hu ……….

Baat us smay ki hai jb mai 12TH me pdhti thi thi.
Mai daily coaching pdhne jati thi.
waise to meri pdhai achchi chal rahi thi…
mai us waqt v love k bare me kuch kuch janti thi
qki meri kuch friends kisi se love karti thi to
mai unhe milwane me help karti thi.

Tbhi mai 1 larke ko dekhi jo mujhe bahut achche lge.
mai hmesha unhe dekha karti thi.
aisa 2 mhino tk chla magar shayad unhe mere bare me kuch pata nahi tha
1 din sir 1 aadmi se baat karne room se bahar chle gye the
to mai lagatar unhe dekh rahi thi …………….
mai dekhi ki wo 1 copy k 1st page pe apna name
aur mobail no bre bre letter me likhe huye the
unka name tha chandramohan aur mob. No………
To mai mob. No. utaar k apne copy me likh lee………
mgar kbhi himmat nahi ho rahi thi call karne ki
Magar December k last me mai call ki to wo khel rahe the
mai sorry bol kar call cut kar di
Ab yaha se start hoti hai meri love story::::::::::::+++++++
mujhse raha nahi gya to
mai 10 feb. 2011 ko dubara phir call ki
to thori si baat hui mai unka name puchchi
magar apna nahi btayi unhe bechaini hone lgi….
k aakhir ye larki kaun hai wo mujhse bahut request kar rahe the
k plz aap apna name btaiye--
to mai apne bare me bta di………
mera 14 feb. ko birthday tha to wo mujhe 1 gift diye aur mujhe purpose v kiye
mai wo gift le lee aur accept v kar lee.
wo 1 apne dost ( chandan ) ke sath aaye the.
uske baad hmari msg se hi baat hoti.
kbhi kbhi phone pe baat hoti thi.
mera 11 march 2011 se lekar 17 march 2011 tk 12th ki final exams chli.
mera cente sonpur tha aur unka chapra.
mai exam deke aati to thori si baat hoti.

isi beech mai unke dost CHANDAN se msg se baat karne lgi.
26 march 2011 ko chandan ka accident ho gya……….
To wo patna P.M.C.H me the mai bhut pray ki unke liye k
wo jaldi thik ho jaye. Chandan k liye mere dil me symphty hone lgi…
Chandan ko mai apna dost bna lee mai chandan se puchchi k
aap kisse love karte hai to wo btaye k soni se.
mai soni ko janti thi wo achchi to thi chehre se lekin uske bhut
sare larko se affair chal rahe the. ye baat mai chandan ko bta v di thi.
mai chandan se baat karti thi to chandramohan ko bta v di thi.
k wo mere v dost hai aur apke v magar uske baad
wo ajib dhang se baat karne lge aisa lagta jaise
unhe kisi aur se pyaar ho.
mai puchchti to kuch nahi btate.
1 din wo 1 msg bheJE
“ KHUSHIYA DENE WALO ME 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI,
SAATH DENE WALO ME 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI,
SUB KUCH BHOOLA DIYA HMNE YE GYANTI
JO NA BHOOL SKE WO 1 NAME TUMHARA HAI”
Mai jb ye msg pdhi to mere to hosh hi
ur gye k ye “GYANTI” kaun hai???
Mai chandan se unke bare me puchhi k wo kisi or se pyaar karte hai
kya to wo bole k mai nahi janta magar uspe shaq hai…
to mai unse puchi to wo btaa diye k mai gyanti se 5-6 saal se pyaar karta hu
aur hamesha karta rahunga

KITNE NADAN THE HUM JO TOOFAAN KO KINARA SAMJHA,
KITNE ANJAAN CHEHRE KO SAHARA SAMJHA,
KITNE KHUDGARJ THE WO LOG JO SAHIL PE THE,
HUME DUBTA DEKHA AUR NJARA SAMJHA……….

mai puchchi k jb aisa hai to aap mujhe purpose q kiye///
to wo ye sunkar hmesha call cut kar dete aur mujhse baat nahi karte.
mai bhut roti thi to chandan mujhe samjhate the k jo huaa so huaa
use bhool jaoo ab qki ab wo tumse pyaar nahi karta.
mai computer ka class april 2011 me karne jati thi to wo v jate the
magar mai baat nahi karti aur na hi wo.
mai sirf chandan se baat karti thi aur unse sms se hmesha puchchti
k wo mere sath aisa q kiye to chandan bolte k pata nahi
mai bhut roti aur pura din sirf sad song sunte rahti.
“itna mai chahu tujhe koi kisi ko n chahe….
Aise hi din gujarte gye mai chandan se hmesha msg se hi baat karti.
Phir 1 din aise hi kuch bate kar rahi thi mai love k bare
me to Mai boli k ye pyaar v na kisi se kbhi v kahi v ho sakta hai

Itna sunte hi wo bole k shayad mai tumse pyaar karne lga hu.

I LOVE YOU
Wo din tha 16 may 2011
mai chup ho gyi aur boli k kal jwab dungi
Aur raat bhar sochi ……………………………………
To mujhe v aisa lga k mai unse pyaar karne lgi hu…….
Qki jb tk unse meri baat nahi hoti ajib sa lagta tha.
Mai agle din bol di I love u too.
Aur tbse hmlog ki baate start ho gyi……..
Mere papa ko shaq hone lga to wo mujhe mobail chhune se mna kar diye.
Mujhe bina unse baat kiye kahi v man nahi lagta tha hmesha unki chinta hoti
K na jane mere jaan kaise honge unhone khana khaya hoga ya nahi
Ye sb soch soch k mai bhut sad ho jati.
Mai such me unse SCHCHA PYAAR karne lgi Itna pyaar ki
Jitna k mai chandramohan ko v nahi karti thi.

Mai ye baat unhe btayi to wo mujhe 1 mobail diye jisse mai unse baat karti thi.
Phir aise hi baat hone lgi mai unka aur wo mera bhut care karte.
Hmlog bhut baar mile…
Wo hmesha kahte hai k main tumse bahut pyaar karta hu aur
Tumhare bina jee nahi sakta……………
Such me mai v unke bina nahi jee sakti hu…………..
15 oct 2011 ko papa mera mobail dekh liye
aur le liye K ye mobail kaun diyaa kaha se laayi mai kuch nahi btayi
papa ko mujhe bhut mare papa samjhaye v k ye sub chhor do.
magar mai to 1 sans v leti hu to unke name lene se pahle to unhe bhool kaise jau………..
aisa mere liye to namumqin tha k mai unhe bhool jau………..
Ghar me sbko pata chal gya k mai kisi se pyaar karti hu.
Itne dino k bich bhut khushi aur gum v aaye 1 din aisa aaya :::::::
14 nov ko mai baat kar rahi thi to achank bol di k agar
aap mujhe nahi mile to mai jaan de dungi.
To wo bole ki tum aisa kuch nahi krogi magar sorry mai tumse shaadi nhi kar sakta.
Mai ye sunkar itna ro rahi thi k kya btau dosto===
Wo bole k mai hmesha tumse pyaar karta rahunga.
lekin is janam me mai tumse shaadi nahi kar sakta.
qki hum dono alag alag cast k hai aur humlog k papa ji ka samaj me bhut izzat hai.
hum unke izzat pe daag nahi lgne denge.
mai bhut royi is din raat bhar rote rahi ye sochkar k
mujhe chandan jaisa larka nahi milega wo mera hamesha khyaal rkhte hai
aur mai roye ja rahi thi…………
aansu rukne ka naam nahi le raha tha………..
samajh me nahi aa raha tha k ye kya ho raha hai itna ye bdal q gye.
pahle bolte the k mai chahe kuch v ho tumse hi shadi krunga.
aur ab irada kyu bdal liye……….
Us din wo shayad gusse me apna mobail tor diye….

Phir humlog 4-5 din baat nahi kar paaye aur
wo jb mobaile le liye dusra to hmlog kbhi kbhi baat karte……………
Mere papa unse baat karna chhorne k liye bol rahe the.
Aur mai nahi chhor rahi thi to 3-4 baar papa meri pitaai bhi kiye.
31 dec. ko mai unse baat ki aur unse sham me mili
wo mujhe gift diye.
Mere papa ji ko shaq ho gya wo mujhe us din
Bhut mare aur mujhse jwaab puche k tu kya chahti hai btao………………
Mai kuch nahi btaai aur dard sahte rahi………..
Phir aaya 1 jan. 2012 us din mausam itna khrab tha
K mai kisi v frnd ko wish nahi kar payi. Sham me kisi tarah mobail hath me
Aaya to mai chandan k paas jald hi call ki happy new year boli.
Tb tak mera brother meri maa ko bta diya k didi kahi baat kar
Rahi hai to maa aake mobail le lee aur bhut kuch boli mujhe
Boli k duniyaa sudhar jayegi magar tu nahi………………………………..
Mai is din raat me hi khana khayi pura din sirf ro rahi thi…
Unhe yaad karke……….mujhe kuch v achcha nahi lag raha tha.
Samajh me nahi aa raha tha us din k mai jaan de du ya apne
Papa maa ka baat manu ya chandan ka baat manu…………
Chandan mujhe yahi kah rahe the k maa papa ka baat mano.
Phir 4 jan. 2012 ko sham me unke dost chandramohan se baat
Huyi to mai aise hi puch di k chandan mere alava kisi aur se
V pyaar karte hai kya ya baat karte hai?????
Qki mai chandramohan ko bta di thi k mai ab chandan se pyaar karti hu.
To wo bole k wo soni se baat karta hai.
Mai sunte hi ro di aur puchi k uske alava aur kisi se wo baat karte hai kya?
to bole k shayad tum or soni k alava koi aur v hai………………
mai bhut royi bahut royi………..aur turant soni k ghar gyi.
Aur puchhi usse k tum such me chandan se pyaar karti ho kya?
To wo boli k nahi…………mai use thora sa v like nahi karti …………
Mai kisi aur se pyaar karti hu use nahi…………..aur puchne pe pata chla
K use v chandan 31 dec.2011 ko gift diye the……….soni bol rahi thi
K mai mna karti hu chandan ko k wo mere paas call na kre magar
Wo nahi manta to mai jbrdsti usse baat karti hu………..
Mai uske samne ro di to wo boli k in larko pe viswaas mt krna
Sub duffer hote hai……….jbki wo khud na jane kitne larko se
Baat karti hai aisa mujhe pata chla………………mai aayi waha se to
bahut royi apni Sister ko sb btayi uska v aankh bhar aaya…………….magar
Wo boli k tu mar jao jiske liye itna dard sahi itna kuch ki
Wo tumhara nahi huaa aur tum ab kahi ki nahi rahi……..
Na ghar ki na ghaat ki…………..
Tb tak chandan call kiye mai boli k soni
Se q baat karte hai to wo pahle to anjaan bnne lge baad me
Bole sorry arti mai usse badle k liye baat karta hu kuch
Reason hai………mai puchhi k kya reason hai to nahi btaye.
Mai samjh gyi k ye jhuth bol rahe hai aur mai boli k mai
Marne ja rahi hu to wo bole k plz arti aisa kuch mt karna
Mai sirf tumse pyaar karta hu magar wo jhuth bol rahe the
Ya k such god jane ya wo khud jane………………….
Mai 5 jan ko maa ko bta di k mai ab se unse baat nahi krungi
Aur aaplog jaha kahenge mai shadi kar lungi…………………………..
Mai bhut roti hu k wo mere saath aisa q kiye?
Mera rote rote bura haal hai aaj v 7 jan 2012 ko mai unhe yaad kar rahi thi
Magar pata nahi wo mujhe yaad karte v hai ya nahi?????

Kya sbhi larke 1 jaise hi hote hai dhokhebaaj………?
Kya such me chandan mujhe dhokha diye????
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Aage mai baad me btaungi k kya hoga ab……….
Meri kisse shadi huyi aur……………….
Kuch v wo mere sath kare magar mai unke bina jee nahi paungi…
Plz frnd duaa kijiyega k mere sath achcha ho………..
Mere chandan mujhse agar sachcha pyaar karte honge to
Ho sakta hai wo mujhe mil v jaye……………
Mai zindagi bhar chandan se hi pyaar karungi aakhiri dum tak….
I LOVE YOU CHANDAN………..

i love you - Shivani

i love you.........is love story ki suruat toh ho chuki hai par........ending na jane kya hogi?....yeh love story bhi ek class room se start hoti hai..........jahan ek ladki apni book khol kar apni class ke sath wait karti hai apne is naye teacher ka......voh nahi janti ke kya hone wala hai...par pehla din bada acha laga sir se pad kar...sir pehle teacher se acha pada rahe the....sabhi kehne lage yeh naya teacher bahut acha hai........dhire dhire mera class main present hona na jane kyun important ;lagne laga......aisa laga jaise ke sir mere kam se bahut kush hai.........unhe lagta tha ke mai class ki topper hu par aisa toh kuch tha bhi nahi...main toh bus apne kushi ke liye hi padti thi .jo samaj nai ata tha chod deti thi..aur bhaki students aise main score kar jate the.....ache student se expectation toh bad hi jati hai...na jane kyun phr time bad aisa laga mere mks ana unke liye important tha voh kehte the lagta hai aap mehnat nai karte ho......par.ek looser kisi ko kya reason de bhale hi usne raat din ek kar diye ho..chalo yeh toh apni apni soach hai ke aap kaisa soachte hai apne teacher ke sikayat ko le kar......voh teacher joh kabhi apni nazare nai milata tha kisi se..........i mean sir kisi se eye contct nahi karte the...par mujhe na jane aisa lagne laga ke voh dekh rahe hai i m concntratng or n\'t but alwys prsnce f mind nd also my understndng level in my class stands me unique.....dat thing alwys improve my confidnc.........but time ke sath sath jab hamara 2nd last sem aya toh la! ga ab to h frnds ke sath toda hi time reh gaya hai......august ka mahina tha startng dys main bada enjy kiya......but sept ki startng main mai bahut bimar ho gai.mujhe zondice ho gaya aur maine 15 dys ki chutiyan ley le...aur class lagne par pehle din kuch nai pucha gaya....thichre din jab mai phir class main nahi thi toh sir ne puch hi liya dat voh kyun nai aa rahi......toh meri frnd ne kaha dat she is n\'t well...chalo yeh toh har teacher hi keh dega jo bhi ho.......par jab mai aftr 45 dys vapis gai jinke beech main toh humare xams bhi ho gaye the mai thik bhi ho gai thi aur maine xams bhi diye the....pehle din jab xam dene gai toh mai apna icard lana bhool gai sayad ghar reh gaya tha......toh mai xam main baitne ke liye permission lene gai toh sir bhi vahin the .........aur mujhe dekh rahe the.......par jab maine dekha toh apna sir jukha liya jaise ki dekha hi na ho........mujhe sak hua par maine socha ki mujhe ek teacher ke liye aisa nai soachna chahiye.......maine ignore kar diya......par phir jab classes suru hui.jaisa ke hum sir ko toda janne lage the ..humhe pata tha ke sir ko kuch bhi yaad nai rehta.......kyunki un 45 dys main sirf do din hi clses lagi uske baad toh college main youth fest aur xams aur phir ten dys ki chutiyan ho gai thi........jab pehle din humne class lagai aftr holidys toh.sir ke muh par ek hi sawal tha...........aap kaise ho????? maine kaha \"yes sir! mai thik hu...\"sir ne phir pucha kya ho gaya tha apko toh maine kaha\"sir zondice\" sir ne kaha \"ab sahi ho????/\"i told\"yes sir\"........bada ajeeb laga........phir ignore kiya ...vaise bhi yeh toh koi strong reason bhi nai tha kisi baat ko badva dene ka ......par pyar agar sacha hai toh ankon se toh pata chal hi jata hai chahe koi kitna kyun na chupa le....toh phir kya bus......mere frnd tution padte the mujhe college main samaj lag jati thi toh maine lagna jaruri nahi samja....par dusre part wale teacher bilkul acha nai padate the toh mujhe ek chapter karna pada........toh nov ke last main mai sir ke pass tution lag gai......pata! tha ke sir acha toh padatey toh hai hi aur tution pe bhi acha express karte the.....meri frnds kehti yaar shivani tere aane sir aur enjy kartey hai..pehle bhi kartey the par ab toh aur bhi jayada...maine jo soachna band kar diya tha voh phir se maan mai ane laga.....phir samhaya ke nahi sir aisa kuch nahi feel kartey mere liye..par yeh dil manta kahan hai.........phir kya main tution pe itna bolti nahi thi matlb doubts puchne ke time toh sirf main hi bolti thi par jab meri frnds sir ke batein kar ke jo njoy karti thi mai nahi kar pati thi bus unke hansh laiti thi..kyunki mujhe ata hi nahi tha aise ek dum se kisi ke sath frank hona.......aur main baat toh yeh thi ki jab bhi moka milta toh sir meri ankon ko bade ajeeb se dekte the aisa lagta tha jaise unki ankhey meri hi ankon ko har waqt dekhna chahti hon.......yeh toh tution pe tha .........par jab dec. xams suru hue toh humey us pehle paper main answer copies kam pad rahi thi aur voh mam humey aur dey bhi nahi dey rahi thi.........toh hum xam holder ke pass gaye voh humare physics teacher the aur sir unke ache frnd the.unke sath hi kade the...maine kkaha sir humey aaj copies kam pad rahi thi toh sir humey kehne lage ke nahi aapko allod hai aap le sakte ho aur copies toh kehtey ke agar nxt time aisa ho toh mujhe bula lena.......is doran jab sir humey samja rahe the.toh mera aur meri frnd ka dyan phy teacher ki taraf tha ....par sir aisa lag raha tha jaise mujhe ek tag(concntarte) mujhe hi dekh rahe they jaise moka mil gaya ho kisi ko niharne ka.......mujhe tab yakin ho gaya tha ke kuch toh baat hai.........jab maine sir ki taraf dekha toh phir voh hi apni nazre niche kar li......ek sawal sa kar diya mere maan main ke itna acha insaan kya mujhe pasand karta hai......kya sach main mai unke liye important ban chuki hu...mujhe bhi kuch kuch hone laga..par yeh toh kuch bhi na tha ..mai jitna karna chahti thi syllabus tution pe ho chuka tha....aur udas ho gaye yeh sun ke maine nahi jana ab se tution par.....phir se vaise behave karne lage jaise pehle rahte the ki chu! p chup s erious se koi njoy bhi nahi kartey na karatey na jane jaise kuch ho gaya ho sir ko ....aftr two months humne mil ke sir ko party dene ki soachiki tution pe sir ko party bhi de dete hai aur upar se humari ek frnd ka b\'day bhi tha....toh voh celebrate karne ke liye hum tution pahunch gaye ..........vahan ja kar sab kuch jo sak tha yakin mai badal gaya......kyunki hum game ek game khel the \"bollywood\" toh meri frnd ne mujhe kaha film likne ke liye.....toh mai chali gai ......maine film likh di aur jab maine piche mud kar dekha toh sir likhi hui film ko nahi sirf aur sirf mujhe hi dekh rahe the.....sayad koi insan jab dusre insan ko dekta hai toh voh hi ehsas ata hai uske maan mai jis feeling ke sath voh use dekta hai......jab sir mujhe dekh rahe the toh mere dil pe itna jor se strike kiya jaise koi mujh se mera dil maang raha ho......hye jaise koi tadap raha ho....un ankon ki ek zalak ne mujhe un ankon main chipa pyar nazar aya.....pata nahi syaad yeh bahut badi galat femi bhi ho sakti hai .....par mai nahi janti voh ehsaas aaj bhi muj mai jinda hai ek sawal ki tarah.........pata nahi unke dil mai mere liye kuch hai bhi ke nahi par kabhi na chahte hue bhi is dil ko itna dukh hota .jabki koi dukh hota bhi nahi toh bhi .sara din fresh jane ke baad bhi voh tadpta rehta hai........jaise voh mujhe yaad kar rahe ho...aur mujhe na hone ke gum mai tadap rahe ho.......mujhe nahi pata ke mai bhi un se pyar karti hu ke nahi par syad har dukh ka ehsas ho raha ho.....isiliye mujhe laga ke is story ko sirf sur sirf ek hi title diya ja sakta hai dat is \"I LOVE YOU\"forevr.......... 

Sameer Loves Kajal

.Hello dosto ye meri real love story h mera naam sameer h ormai
thakurdwara me rehta hu. Or mai bsc 2nd yr ka studend hu. To mai aap
ko apni love story btata hu.mai aksar apne mama ke vilage jatarehta
tha ek din maine apne mumarebhai ke mobile me ek sms dekha wo sms ek
ladki ka tha us ladki ki chahari sister wahi rehti h maine wo number
note kr liya or us pr sms bhejnelga mai nhi janta tha ki wo kon h
maine kafi msg send kiye udhar se reply aaya who r u maine kaha mera
nam sameer h or mai thakurdwara me rehta hu. Phir maine unse pucha aap
ka nam kya h usne btaya mera nam kajal h or mai breilly me rehti hu.
Dosto is tarah hamari dosti ho gai us wapt wo b.pharma 1st yr me
thi.or mai bsc1st yr me tha hum msg dwara khub chating kiya krte the
jb tak uska msg nhi aata tha mujhe chain nhi mita tha. Lagbhag 2
mahine bet gaye hum phn pr bate bht kam krte the bs msg se hi bate
hoti thi. Or ha dosto uski aawajbht swt thi. Waqt bet tha gaya or na
jane mujhe kb us se pyar ho gya pta hi nhi chala magar kbhius se
kehne ki himat nhi hoti thi. Darta tha kahi usne mna kr diya to mera
dil tut jayega. Lakin ek din maine us se kaha mai aap se pyar karta hu
to unhone kaha sorry dear mai pyar nhi krti ye sunkar mujhe bht rona
aaya mera dil tut gaya tha phir bhi maine kaha koi bat nhi hum acche
frnd rhege hamesha. Time bet tha gaya hamari msg se bate hoti rhi .
Achank unka number switch off ane lga 2 mahine bet gaye lakin unka
number swith off aa rha tha mai bht preshan rehne lga mai bht hi
bechan ho gaya tha na bhuk lagti thi padai me mn bs uska hi khayal dil
me rehta tha. Aise hi 7 maine gujar gaye lakin mai kajal ko ekphal
bhi bhul nhi paya. Ek din me apne mama ke ghr gaya or waha jakr maine
kajal ki didi ka mobile dekha usme kajal ka naya number thajo uske
nam se feed tha phir kya maineturant number apne mobile mefeed kr
liya dosto ise pehle bhi kahi bar maine kajal ki didi ka mobile check
kiya tha lakin tb nhi tha. Phir maine confurm krne ke liye wo nuber
dial kiya maine aawaj suni aawaj kajal ki hi thi lakin mai kuch nhi
bola or phn cut kr diya mai bht khush tha uska number pa kr jaise
mujhe sb kuch mil gaya ho. Phir mai ghr aa gya or phir maine kajal ko
msg kiya mai sameer usne pucha aap ko number kahan semila maine sb
sch bta diya usne btaya ki uska mobile chori ho gaya tha or aap ka
number bhi nhi tha . Hum phir se acche dost bn gaye the. Ek din maine
kajal se pucha aap ne kisi se pyar kiya h us ne kaha ha kiya tha uska
nam vikas h maine pucha to abkya hua usne kaha ab uske pasmere liye
time nhi h wo mujhe bhul gayah or ab mai bhi use bhul gai huor us se
bat bhi nhi karna chahti hu meri love story ka to end ho gaya h aap
btao aap me kisi se kiya h maine kaha ha krta hu lakin usne accept nhi
kiya tha mai us se kaise keh deta ki mai aap se bht pyr krta hu. Mai
use apni jan se bhi jyada chahne lga tha or mai use khona nhi chahta
tha. Isliye maine kuch nhi kaha.Time bet tha gaya or hamari dosti
gahri hoti gayi. 2011 or augustka mahina tha rat ke 2 bje kajalka
msg aaya usme likha tha mai aap se kuch kehna chahti hu us bat ko lekr
mujhe neend bhi nhi aa rhi h jbaap is msg ko pdho to reply kr dena
maine usi waqt msg padha or reply kiya kaho kya kehna h uska jawab
aaya mai aap ko like karne lagi hu mai aap se pyar krti hu. Ye pdhkr
meri khusi ka thikana na rha lakin maine pucha humne to kbhi ek dusre
ko dekha bhi nhi h usne kaha to kya hua pyar to dil se hota h.Ye
sunkar mai bht khus tha maineuse i love u too kaha or ek do ghante tk
bat ki phir wo so gai mai bht khush tha apna pyar pakr or mujhe neend
bhi nhi aayi puri rat bs kajal ke bare me hi sochta rha. Phir subah ko
kajal ka phn aaya hamne bht der tk bate ki usne kaha uska b.pharma ka
result aa rha h aaj maine kaha teek h dekhkr turt bta dena. Usne mujhe
i love u kaha or maine i luv u too kehkr phn cut kr diya or coaching
center chala gaya. Mai  bht khush tha us din. Sham ko kajalka phn
aaya maine turant result ke bare me pucha usne bdi khushise kaha mai
frst division se pas ho gai hu. Or usne kaha aap mere liye lucky ho
rat maine aap se purpose kiya or aaj khuskhabri mil gai.  Wo bht khush
thi or mai bhi. Kuch din bet gaye ek din kajal ka phn aaya wo ro rhi
thi maine pucha kya hua jan kyu ro rhi ho usne btaya ki uske papa ka
accident ho gaya h. Maine use smjaya rote nhi h jan sb teek ho jayega
kuch nhi hoga unhe me god sepray krunga. Wo bht ro rhi thi or meri
aankho se bhi aansu nikal rhe the. Usne kaha janu aap preshan mt hona
khana kha lena or phn cut kr diya or mai center chala gaya lakin mera
dhayan kajal ki taraf tha mai janta tha ki aaj wo pure din kuch nhi
khayegi. Or mera bhi mn nhi kiya kuch khane ka. Rat ko 8 bje maine phn
kiya usne maine turnt uske papa ke bare me pucha usne btaya ab teek h.
Humne 3 bje tk bat ki .hum bht khush the mai hamesha use beta kehkr
pukarta tha hum dono ka pyar bhattha gaya usne mujhse kaha ki mujhe
aap se milna h aap ko dekhna h aap jaldi bly aa jao maine kaha teek h
beta mai jaldi hi aaunga. Kuch din bet gaye.